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He said, she said. She was drunk. He thinks he heard her say yes. But my rape was not like how movies and TV shows portray sexual assault. I never thought about the fact that I could have loved someone who would hurt me, until he did. Reliving my trauma happened by accident. When you hide from traumatic memories for years, it slowly boils in the back of your mind, waiting for the trigger that allows them to be released. My trigger showed up I need sex now home alone the I need sex now home alone of a letter.

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After lying in bed for a while, I finally told him I wanted to break up. He started to cry and I kept talking. I explained how I felt and that I had brought up these feelings before. Then, without saying anything, he got on top of me and started taking my pajama bottoms off. I felt confused.

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I told him to stop, that we were in the middle of a conversation and I wanted to keep having it. It hurt because I was resisting. I remember feeling sad and angry.

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Because why would they, when I myself doubted my own recollection and feelings? The victim blaming I conducted against myself tore me apart inside.

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After I read the letter from my friend, my world came crashing down. I started noticing the patterns I follow when I deal with trauma. Learning about and talking about PTSD really helped me to better understand myself.

It helped me dig deeper into what happened that night — and doing so helped me identify my triggers, since having sex after that experience was difficult. Alond wanted to have sex with more people but sometimes it would be triggering and I would find myself zoning out and feeling motionless. I would go through long phases of not having sex simply because I was afraid.

That all I had to do was face the memories, sit with them, feel them, and let them pass through me. So much of my recovery was about learning to understand how to take care of and how to love myself.

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